You’re Exactly Where You’re Supposed To Be.

Happy Saturday friends! Is it me or has May felt like the longest month next January lol? Either way May has been extremely eventful for me in a lot of good ways. As I look back on this month I realized that I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be.

As I’ve mentioned before I’ve been in the midst of transition and finding a new balance for myself. That has been the toughest thing for me lately is finding what works after recently getting used to a routine that worked for me. I’m finding myself lately having to remind myself to sleep and eat. As wild as that may seem it’s been my reality for the past month. As I’m navigating the new there have been times where I’ve wondered or questioned is this really where I’m supposed to be? Am I really qualified? I found myself second guessing and questioning my own self.

As I’m learning though, all this has just been exposing parts of me that I need to continue to die to daily. Such as overthinking, perfectionism, avoiding embarrassment, control, etc. All of these things that comes with trying to protect myself. This season of my life has been exposing the inner things that have scarred me in the past. I do believe that God is allowing me to see these things so that He can continue to heal me from those things. It’s hard sometimes when you think that you’re healed from something and then boom something comes up and now you’re triggered. I’m grateful to be self aware enough to recognize these things and address them as they come.

I share all that to say, in those moments where I was questioning. I realized that I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be for God to do a great work in me. God would never lead you to a place or a season that wouldn’t refine you. He wouldn’t elevate you without character development. Most of all He wouldn’t place you anywhere that He didn’t see fit for you. I’m learning that even in the small things, God is a God of order. He’s also very intentional and pays attention to detail. God knows.

My prayer today is that we’re confident in knowing that wherever God has us in this season of our lives it’s because we’re exactly where we’re supposed to be. I pray that whoever is feeling stuck, questioning their purpose or even questioning if they should be where they are that we will begin to seek God deeper. I pray that we not lean on our own understanding but that we trust in God to reveal and confirm in due time.

With love,

-Yours Truly, Eb